A Return

She's back! It's been too long, I know. I think abut writing every day and end up crippled by all the thoughts rushing in to my brain that I sit here paralyzed. I need to write. My thoughts, my feelings, my brain follows those paths until I realise they all lead to a wall.

I've realised I can vent out my feelings and get writing by making it flowery and loud, I guess in a way it's kinda poetry? No structure just pretending it's a story I can tell, knowing that I have intent behind these words that maybe someone can infer.

Life has been tough, my projects have ceased, crippled by the same overwhelming torrent of brain noise that plagued my writing. Nothing bad has happened to me, nothing has changed, that might be the problem.

I hope I can write with more positive things but the negativity comes easier, it flows like water flooding my brain unlike the molasses of positivity that sticks so tightly to the walls it never escapes.

I'm going to set aside an hour or two to write each week, hopefully unlike everything else this one actually sticks.

I see so many names still posting that I recognise, I hope you're all doing well.

contact me!: luna@soup3461.com

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